Not sure if it is the loneliness or what but these past few weeks have got me thinking, what does it mean to be a true friend and how many really GREAT friends does one person get in a lifetime? I've been thinking I must have exhausted my limit or something. I miss my old friends and kinda regreting moving away from them knowing he was getting deployed. Shoulda stayed in AZ...hell, maybe I shoulda stayed in UT. Or maybe it's just time to move again and meet a new group of people? Maybe I just need to go back to being a loner like I usually am and just hang out alone. I dont need anyone but him anyways but sure was nice to have someone to call when I didn't feel like being alone.