Impatient

I have always known I was impatient but today is REALLY bad! We talk at the same time everyday and I have been waiting almost an hour past our time and you still arent on, UGH. So first thing I do is worry, what if something happened, then I get angry that you are making me wait and then I feel bad for all the previous emotions lol. I love my husband and hope to talk to him soon.

Missing You

I guess this is what we signed up for huh, lonely days and even lonlier nights. I hate being in our house without you so I made a movie to watch when I really start missing you. No one ever said this was easy but it's SO worth it to be your wife. I love you so much babe!

Deployment Sux

Title pretty much sums it up. I feel empty without him here and just pray that he stays safe and comes home soon. Not sure how I am going to make it the next few months. I have slept more in the last 3 days than I think I have slept all month. I don't want to leave my house I don't find the point in getting ready in the morning, etc. I need something to pull me out of this slum :( Really trying to push my Pure Romance business to help keep me occupied. Everything is irritating me!! Random thoughts....

We just got GREAT news, I get to move to Washington this month!! I couldn't be more excited!! I must say that prayers are answered in mysterious ways!

Moving is kinda bittersweet. I am happy I will get to be with my husband in our own place for the first time since we have been married, just me and him but I will miss you mommy and my mother in law.

Holidays were amazing having Chase home. We took family picture that we were going to send out to our friends and family but the pictures didn't turn out very well.

We received GREAT news, we are going to be moving to our first duty station, Ft. Lewis, WA!!! It is a dream come true. We have been hoping for that duty station since he decided to join the Army.

We are on week four of Chase's bootcamp. Only two more weeks to go until he should be complete. He is still struggling with his run but says that he has dropped a minute and some change off of his last time. He did make his mark for his shooting qualification on the first day so that is "squared away". He says the only thing he is stressing about is the run, which in turn makes me stress about the run! I sure can't wait for him to be done with bootcamp and move on to AIT though. I have to say, bootcamp is the most stressful part for a military girlfriend/wife, I can't even imagine what it's like for them! I can say that I am so very proud of him though!